I don't know where I am or what's happening
Waiting for the world to blow to smithereens
Don't know if it's real or just a dream
I'd rather be down than in between

And this feels so far,
Don't know where to start
And this grows apart,
Don't know where to start

I don't know whose pulling all of these strings
Waiting for this fear to blow to smithereens
I don't know if there's something wrong with everything
I'd rather be down than in between

And this feels so far,
Don't know where to start
And this grows apart,
Don't know where to start

I don't know if I have much more to bring
Waiting for this night to blow to smithereens
I don't know if I'm numb or it's gonna sting
I'd rather be down than in between

And this feels so far,
Don't know where to start
And this grows apart,
Don't know where to start